News

It's not exactly the best quality picture but, you get the gist.

confusion and such

Ok, so first I must start by saying that I stumbled upon this picture, and I find it slightly hilarious. Does anyone remember that youtube video, "emo orange"? I think I might post that later.haha

Anyway, onto semi-important things?

I have some crazy things happening in my life, and lots of new opportunities becoming available. Which is so great. I am stuck with all this decision making, and I have no idea if I'm making good choices or not? I don't know if I should take a new awesome job with less pay and a further job, or keep the job I hate? or keep taking off weekends, or should I pick up more shifts because money is there? I dunno...I'm just so worn out. ugh.

Oh well.
Other disappointing news, Panera has discontinued their sundried tomato cream cheese, which is the most amazing thing ever. If you have never had it, go now and get some before they sell the last of it! Seriously, you will not regret it!

Sunday Funday

So unfortunately I'm not driving to tallahassee today (we didn't win powerball). lol.

Other new things that are good though, we got a bed on layaway and it's suuuper comfortable. I'm excited. =)

Another that I just found out today, is that I now have a few connections at cady and cady studio. Why is that good? Because I would love to work there!!!

Today really isn't all that incredibly interesting though. I have an enormous pile of laundry to sort through. Trash to take out and floors to mop. On the plus side though, I still have a can of tomato soup that I can make for lunch, which makes everything worthwhile.

Ok, enough of this boring post...I'm off to being semi-productive.

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Hello World

Hello Fellow Bloggers or whatnot. Wow...I'm a terrible person to follow I think, since I go months at a time without posting anything at all. I guess I just feel like there are certain aspects of my life that I shouldn't bother other people with? I dunno. Maybe I'm just a better follower when it comes to this sort of thing. Oh well.

What's new with mollie? Hmmmm well I'm still working at the crack shack, which is just great. *dripping sarcasm*. Don't get me wrong, there are so many worse places that I could work. I'm just at the point that I honestly don't feel like I can take this branch of customer service anymore. I'm sick of waiting on rude non-tippers, parents that can't control their beastly children, and people who look down on me because of my profession. It's ridiculous. I think what upsets me the most, is that I'm good at my job. Of all the things to be skilled at, it's the most unimportant thing I can imagine...and it sucks. I just feel like if I had any potential to be anything great, it has continuously faded the longer I have stuck with the resturaunt business. I just want something more...I want a break. I think I would rather work for minimum wage for a while, than stick with this. It's become so severe that I find myself lashing out for no reason. Hah...maybe I'm just crazy? I wouldn't doubt it.

While I'm on this negative path, I also would like to take this time to say that I hate where we live. It's awesome to be in jacksonville because of the convenience, but our apartment managers are rude. I just, I don't know really...I think I'm just becoming one of those people that needs to pack up and move every couple of months(which is crazy since I hate moving). I guess another thing that upsets me, is that this place was supposed to be a new start for me. I wanted to change my bad messy habits. I wanted to be the cute little housewife who cooks and cleans and has everything looking wonderful. I think I failed in about a week.

On another note, I feel myself pulling away from almost anyone. I'm just so tired of the judgemental attitudes of family or "friends" or anyone. I'm just tired. I just want to go into hiding for a year or two. Who knows, if I do maybe I'll be one of those crazy people who finds some kind of artistic awakening. lol

Ok, so I know that I just ranted a bunch of psychopathic babble for all of this, but hey...maybe I will get back into writing more often and make a little more sense with things. Yes? okkkk....

Unsure

I am not an extremist. I am not an anarchist by definition.

My eyes see very clearly though, which is surprising considering what my eyeglass prescription reads.

I find it difficult to be supportive of a country or its leaders when the only thing I witness from such go against everything we are supposed to stand for.

Free speech does not exist. Freedom in general, I'm afraid has faded as well.

I'm not sure I'm worried though. It's a numbness that I feel about it all. I guess because now that I'm old enough to understand, what I see is all negativity.

Keep on swimming

Recent things in my life are as follows:
1. I start my new job as a server at cracker barrel this coming up monday. I am oh so nervous, but I know I will make good money there, which makes everything worthwhile.
2. I signed me and chad up for the YMCA today, and we are trying to make lifestyle changes, including working out, and making sure we eat smaller meals, and more frequent, so we can better our lifestyles, bodies, and metabolisms.
3. I am seeing wedding plans actually form before my eyes...let's hope they still work out =)

other than a few minor setbacks, my life is seeming good. Woohoo!