Friday, April 30, 2010



I wish I had the time and money to have dance lessons for me and chad, and me and my dad. How cute would it be to have choreographed dances for my wedding? <3

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Wedding dresses


I really wish I had come to a decision about a wedding dress today. Of course I had to over think it, and now...I am no where. All because girls in charge of such things, can't remember to write down item I have no idea which dress I liked so much at the second shop I went to. gahhhh...maybe I'll just go with the first gown I like, and I won't have to worry about figuring out which dress it is.

And don't worry you guys, I will email pics to you if I ever decide on a dress I want to get.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Will Power


First, let me start off by saying that this week has been very exciting, excusing the fact that I had work, which is never fun. This week is the start to what I hope is a permanent lifestyle change for me. I started a diet. Not a strict, or book based diet. A diet on my own terms. I know, I know, those types never work. But I have a plan. You see, this plan that I have is to eat less and less every day for a few days, until my body gets used to needing less food at a time, which helps me control portion size, and cut back on cravings. Sound weird, I know. Surprisingly enough, it's seemed to be working thus far. Whether or not I will get quick results, I don't know.

For the past few days I have eat fruit in the morning to start off with. I drank a bunch of coffee throughout the day, and only munch on tiny things all day. Ex. a few pieces of lettuce or a cracker here and there just to lessen cravings. Then for dinner I would eat something like a 6 inch sub with no mayo or anything, with baked chips. And that would be it all day. And on top of that, I hardly ever drink any cola or tea or anything.

I know it sounds like a pre-anorexia type diet, but I am just working on appetite control right now. Just to make myself eat smaller meals, and to stop all of the bad habits that I have formed previously.

I also plan on starting to do little workout exercises a couple times a week, to get me more active as well. No I do not plan on a hard core work out routine, since I am a big baby when it comes to that (lol) but I would like to do a little bit of something to make me feel better about myself.

I want to take a jazzercize class. Seriously. Leg warmers and all. Hahaaa... who would like to join me?

Friday, April 23, 2010


I need some help, everyone. In the very near future I am told that I will be partaking in an audition (against my will) , and I need a list of songs for such an occasion.
The only tricky part, is that I've been told my voice is "too broadway-ish", so I need a song that tones down such characteristics, since this audition isn't for a musical.
"Near to You" by a fine frenzy, and "heartbreaker" by pat benetar are some I already have on my song list.
Any other suggestions?

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Starting Over

I want to get back into blogging again, and I think I might delete my myspace(one blog) and xanga So, I think I'll try doing one on here for a while and see if I like it.
Read up on my life if you want.