Today was my actual due date so I figured it was as good a day as any for an Ava update. I am quickly learning what it means to go on little to no sleep, and I won't deny, it's hard. She sleeps all day every day, and wants to be awake all night long. I'm pooped, seriously. What makes it worse, is I feel like I waste my day away taking naps and such...my house is still in utter chaos from when we moved, which bothers me. ughhh.
I just...I feel like I'm still not getting the knack of all of this, which upsets me. I want to be so great at this mommy thing, but honestly, I don't feel like I am. I am trying to learn though.
On a more positive note, I had my follow up obgyn appointment this week, and I am officially 17 pounds less then my last prenatal appointment, and I am 9 pounds less then my before pregnancy weight. I still need to lose a lot, but I feel pretty awesome that I've already lost that much and I haven't even started dieting or working out. And she didn't help all that much, since she was a tiny little thing =)
Tomorrow we have another pediatrician appointment for her, which is not going to be fun...time for shots. yuck =(
Anyway, that is all.
That's so awesome Mollie! Congratulations on you weight loss! You are a great mom to little Ava! Looks how precious she is, and she wouldn't even be here if it weren't for your courage and STRENGTH! I guess it's all a learning process! My mom always told me that mothering is all instincts! You've got those instincts right down to your core! *muah*
ReplyDeletethanks chet. love ya
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